who am i?
20
female
fiery leo
hot
sexy
McKenna devotee!
pluggers
Erica
Jill
Lara
Krystle
The OC!
looking up... @ 12:33 p.m. on December 28, 2004
ok so, i didnt *quite* get my exact christmas wish. but close. i guess u could say. i did get to talk to him twice, in one day i might add. and a lot of text messages. last nights were .. ahh... interesting.... who knew a conversation about being fat free and a diet would go so far....
so once again we'll see how that goes. not getting my hopes up at all, because i am just afraid in the back of my head that things wont work out. i dont really know if they will or wont, not 100%, and dont really care to mention everything to lead to this conclusion, however what i will say is that i think the chance of anything happening is better now then any time this past 9 months.
i really dont want to go back to work. i have to, of course, but i dont want to. its such a pain in the ass! im going to try to get a government job. u know, where u do fuck all and get paid a lot of money. or where u get great benefits, or u have to pretty much murder someone to get fired. price chopper is just not the place for me, and every second im in there i am reminded of this. and when it hits january, and all the busy time is over i will be looking, and hard.
thats pretty much it. krystle, dianna, alysia and i are watching Wicker park tonight. i have wanted to watch it since it came out.
sooooooo yeah. my life is still faaaar from perfect, but im hoping and praying things go my way!