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blah @ 5:14 p.m. on January 22, 2005

ok ill make this entry brief cause im supposed to go out for dinner for my sisters b day and then im heading over to diannas house....

we went for a xcar ride yesterday, and i nearly got us killed. well, one thing wasnt my fault, but sorta was. there was an accident that happened aright infront of us, and i had to slam on my breaks really really hard, and almost didnt stop. and there was a car coming at me on my right side that i didnt see at all. dianna did. and the guy following so close behind me. and cars stopped on the left side. kinda scary. what made me more mad is that the guy infront of me didnt have propper working headlights. i thought it was his turn signal at first. bastard. that almost got me into the accident. so i was a little freaked out over that i would say. and i didnt even see any of this coming. we were just singing along to fresh prince of bell air, like nothing was wrong and then that happened.

then as we headed further into scarborough, i exited on warden st, and didnt notice that the LEFT lane ends, and had to slam on my breaks again. scary again.

then on the way home, back on the 401, another accident, and this guy was flipped, like he did a 180, and the guy in front of me slammed on his breaks to look and i almost hit him. WTF is with u drivers?!??!!!????

and im going to have to put up with this for a week, not this coming week but the next one, cause im going to finch and warden (scarborough) for their flip to the new system. this week its finch and albion. and that store was fine to get to. i just hate the 401 though. i detest it a lot.

so yeah, i almost got us killed 3 times last night. im just loving that.

soooooooo i might add that this weather sucks ass, cause a cavalier does not deal well in this weather. in the "snow conditions."

So craig says hes gonna miss me when im gone. yeeaahhhh right. i hardly believe that but whatever. i hate my job sooo much! right now NOTHING is going my way, absoluetly NOTHING and im soooo frustrated about everything. i just wish *SOMEHTING* would go right. whether thats finding a new job, or whatever, i just wish somehting would go right in my life.

and valentines day is just like two weeks away. ooh great, another "holiday" to dread. im not looking forward to it. fun fun. not.

ok well thats about all i want to write about right now. i would say a bit more, but apparently my words are misconstrued into things that arent true to some people who have taken up talking about me. i do feel flattered and loved, but thanks id rather not be talked about. :D

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