The OC

last night and today @ 7:02 p.m. on January 23, 2005

soooo i am so hungry right now, that i am shaking. i need food badly! dont know what im gonna eat.

i want to move out of my house so badly. sometimes i feel like i am a prisoner here. or like, im still 15 years old the way i get treated. i mean, come on, now im not allowed to park in the driveway cause this morning i didnt shovel when my dad was? seriously now, he was just starting it when i had just woken up!

so yesterday i had a weird day. my car got stuck in the snow, and dianna had to get out and push. it was kinda funny.

we also saw a tiny little bird, at the bottom of her steps at her house, and the poor thing couldnt fly. it was just fluttering i guess u could say. so, i got a towel and picked him up in the towel to warm him up, and the bird actually let me pick him up no problem and hold it. the poor thing i felt sooo bad for it. so i took it to the top of the stairs, so that if it wanted to go somewhere it could. it wanted to be out of the towel, so i had to help its legs off of it, and i went inside. i couldnt really bring the bird into the house, but everything was covered in snow, so i didnt know what to do with it but leave it there. so i checked on it an hour later, and it had fallen down a few stairs, frozen into the snow, dead. i picked it up, cause i thought maybe itw as just cold, but no it was dead. i felt sooooooo badly! the poor thing let me pick it up! it was so cute. i held it, and then it died. so that was sad. i guess her super took the bird this morning, cause it wasnt there when i picked up the girls this afternoon to go to the bridal show, it was gone but the towel was hanging up. :(

so we went to the bridal show this afternoon, and that was cool. saw some nice dresses.

so that was today. i will hear back from that job tomorrow morning, and i doubt the guy was able to rearrange training. i really really hope so.

so i am off tomorrow again, and then i work straight through from tuesday till saturday. not fun. at least its ot at mavis, but i am in a baaad area. albion and finch. yeeah. lets hope my car doesnt get stolen or broken into.

so now i think ill go try and find something to eat now, seeing as im like, shaking!

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