who am i?
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fiery leo
hot
sexy
McKenna devotee!
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Erica
Jill
Lara
Krystle
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i dont give a fuck @ 4:27 p.m. on January 26, 2005
well one thing ive learned, keep my mouth shut and dont actually say what u think cause itll just bite u in the ass. Especially if its through msn or text messaging, because yuo cant get the persons tone of voice! Or the full story! URRGGGHH!
im so sick of pointless bullshit and me always being the one thats apparently wrong and full of shit, and stupid and blowing things out of proporion, cause i KNOW thats not the case. but whatever everyone under the sun always has to be right except me. everyone. i am never right! and nothing i say or do to try and make up for whatever idea it is in everyones head that im wrong for, is never good enough! in the end i end up feeling liek an ass, or like a stupid worthless peice of shit- from everyone. i feel like im a shitty boss, a shitty employee, a shitty daughter, a shitty sister, a shitty friend, shitty person.
Jill, if 2005 is what u said it was gonna be, then things are either not going that way fast enough or just not gonna go that way at all!
So in conlusion, i am sick of appologizing for myself, for my thoughts, my actions, what i do and what i did or have not done. This is me, take itof fucking leave it i dotn give a shit anymore. i dont have the energy right now. or the patience.