The OC

Too much thinking!!!! @ 11:30 p.m. on January 28, 2005

ok well its a friday night at 11:30 pm and i just got home, and im too tired to do anything right now. the damn people at that albion store are too slow! If it were me closing, (and they close at 9:30 a half hour before my store closes) i would have been done by 10 for sure. but not them. they werent done until about 10:30 almost 10:45. what the hell?!? i DO have things to do other than sit there and watch them do everything extremely slowly!

apparently the girl from springdale was on cash all morning, and thats NOT what were supposed to do. IF we have to jump on cahs to help them clear up line ups then thats ok for like 5 or 10 min, but not for a few hours, and the poor girl was. and they waited until about 2 to give her lunch. she was sooo mad and i dont blame her. i felt like i had to fight with them to get a break. Yes i know, all were pretty much doing is standing there until someone has a question or a problem. but come on. you DO need a break after that, believe me. the only day i actually had someone to talk to was today, talking to the security guard who was pretty hott lol. he was good to talk to, but the other days there was no one, and i was bored out of my mind. all u could do was stand there, and think. thats all. u just thought for 8 hours. and that much thinking can drive a person nuts! especially if the things ur thinking about will have no resolution by the time u are done ur thinking. sometimes its just thinking, sometimesd its reflecting on current situations. and im driving myself nuts doing it. cause i dont think im the one that really has to think, really. well, maybe convince myself of certain things, but thats basically it. i just end up doing more thinking about things in the past and remembering shit about ANYTHING and i just get really bored. so basically i did a lot of thinking in this past week. im actually GLAD to get back to my own store. where i can actually DO something and not just stand there. i thought that that would be fun, but its only fun for so long. back at my own store i can talk to everyone cause a) i know them, and i can talk and joke around with them better than ppl i barily know, and b) because im always doing things that invlove everyone else, not just standing. yes the people were mostly cool at the albion store, but it just sucked.

so im at my store on Saturday (tomorrow), Monday and Tuesday. I'm off Sunday and Wednesday. And then Thursday I am at Bridlewood mall in Scarborough. Fun. not. I keep getting the dangerous areas lol. Apparently thereve been a lot of shootings and stabbings at albion and finch. and ill still be on Finch rd next week, its finch and weston road. Weird. But im not doing the jane and finch store i dont think. So nasically, until i find another job, i will be *thinking* a lot over the next 7 weeks. And possibly, probably more.

im so hungry right now. i dont actually EAT when im at these stores. its like pulling teeth to be able to get a break or a lunch. and jan called me wondering if i was stuck on cahs and all that, and how it was there. she gave the csm shit for all of that. lol.

ok well im gonna find something to eat, and then im gonna prob go to bed, im SOOOOO tired and my back hurts a lot. and i have to be up at the crack of dawn tomorrow, and pick up elisa and go to work. She wants to get mc donalds, cause thats what emily and i used to do saturday mornings. i miss opening with emily. :(

ok food time....

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