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Some quotes @ 2:06 p.m. on February 25, 2005

I just got home from "work." I worked a few hours, came to my own store, talked to Kelly for about an hour and a half, and then came home. And I'm still not all that hungry.

Yesterday I ate most of a small sub, and couldn't eat the rest. I wanted to puke. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I have no desire to eat anything. And I have no desire to cook anything, because that would involve cleaning up, and I litterally have no energy for that.

I haven't been sleeping well.... the last few nights I've been up till 4 in the morning. Not because I want to, but because I CANNOT sleep. I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't eat and I can barily sleep. I get about 4 hours if that. I'm litterally wide awake lying in my bed BORED because I cannot sleep. I basically live off of Red Bull, Coffee, Hot chocolate, and a bite of food. But I'm still not tired. Idon't have all that much energy, but I'm not tired. I'm wide awake.

When I was at Parkdale last night I found this list of quotes in this book. A few of them stood out. Here are some of them that I think are very true:

1) Faith is believing things when common sense tells you not to.

2) The heart has reasons which reason cannot understand

3) Love, true love, is that which can give the most without asking or demanding anything in return

4)Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all

5) You have to have faith that there is a reason why you go through certain things. I cannot say I'm glad to go through pain, but in a way one must; in order to gain courage and really feel joy.

6) There are always two choices, two paths to take. One is easy, and it's only reward is that it's easy.

7) The most notable winners usually encountered heartbreaking obstacles before they triumphed. They won because they refused to become discouraged by their defeats.

8) The only genuine love worthy of the name is unconditional.

9) Don't worry about failure, worry about the chances you miss when you don't even try.

10) Life and love are the greatest gifts, and those that you should never waste.

Pretty good quotes. One of those is mine, but I'm not saying which one. And it's probably not the one that you think! hahahaha lol I am wired right now.

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