The OC

- @ 10:03 p.m. on March 03, 2005

Today I was at Maple again. And I was talking to the other support girl who was there. First of all, she's never supported a store. Second of all, she's like 30+ and is the back up csm. So not even the CSM. Which is fine... Then she asked if I was the CSM at my store. I said yes.. and she rolled her eyes and said, "ok..."
So I said "What?" and she said "oh nothing..." and sorta did the eye rolling thing again. So I said what again, and she said nothing again. So I said yes, I know, I look like like I'm 15. And she said "yeah..." and did some sort of laugh. I felt like saying,"what bitch don't tell me your freaking jealous, because it's NOT that great of a job." Then she started showing the CSM at Maple some WEIRD WRONG way to do something. She had shown her before I got there and was telling me what they did. I said no, that's wrong you should be doing it like this, bla bla bla. She looked at me like I was stupid, and she was right. Cause you know, I'm like a 15 year old CSM.

URGH that made me mad. Like what the hell? I might look young, and I might BE young, but the fact is, I know more than her, and I know more than all of these other training support girls. I felt like saying that. Fuck why do all of the specialists want me going to do their stores??? So I asked Cheryl what the hell is up with her. Apparently she's a real hard headed girl. As if I give a damn. If you don't know what the HELL your doing, don't fucking judge me.

I made it back from Maple in about 20 minutes or less. Awesome for time. Considering I'm coming from basically Wonderland area. I didn't mind most of my shift cause I was talking to the CSM there, and she was really nice. She reminded me SO much of Ula. Which was actually really cool. Her face mostly and the way she talked. She wasn't quite as big as Ula by a lot, but everything else was SO Ula.

Other then that... nothing's new. I'm back at my store from Monday till Saturday, and then I'll be at Peterborough, and then another week back at Mavis, because of the holiday. From then on I have no clue. I'm doing Lora's stores, and she's my own specialist so it makes things a bit easier.

Hmmm.... done a lot of thinking again at these other stores, and I'm sorta bored with that. SICK of thinking lol. I need something new to think about. Something to help me pass the time.

OK well I'm done this rant now. OC will be on at 11 so I will be flipping back and forth between the OC and My So Called Life. WOOOO

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