who am i?
20
female
fiery leo
hot
sexy
McKenna devotee!
pluggers
Erica
Jill
Lara
Krystle
The OC!
- @ 10:39 p.m. on May 10, 2005
I just got back from seeing a movie. It was good. We saw A Lot Like Love (Dianna and I). It was really good. But like always, movies end with a great ending. And I guess real life isn't always like that. If my life is a movie, let's just say I doubt it will be an ending like that one. But meh, what can you do. Nothing! I can't anyways. I've exhausted all efforts pretty much. And now I guess I'm just really angry. Angry because I feel like I really put myself out there and tried, and I've gotten absolutely nothing in return. And I KNOW it's not fair. So I'm sure there's a few people who still read this that will be very happy, because they're stuck up bastards and were waiting for me to fail. Just counting the days. Well sadly, guess what?! You've won! You were right! Are you happy? I friggen hope so! In fact one of you, the worst, said, " I hoppe he hurts you so badly that you hate him." Well he deffinately hurt me. So congratulations! I really hope everyone is fucking happy, because you were right, and apparently I am wrong. Lucky me I guess. URRRGH.
I am going to Keswick tomorrow morning. I have to get up at 5 am. Fun for me. Apparently it's a two hour drive. Greeeat. That's just lovely. And coming home will probably be a lot longer with traffic. But we must remember, this is ME driving here, so I'm sure it will only be an hour drive lol.
Yeah that's all I care to say right now.